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It's currently about 4am, and I can't sleep ^^;. There's too much to think about. I've been a very ponderous M as of late. Too many people to say goodbye to, too much to look forward to.

Two days until the trip to Japan.

I said goodbye to Lebecca last week, when we went out for sushi. Tonight I watched Velvet Goldmine with Mehan, and we "tee-hee'd!" at the pr0n-y'ness of it all, and then we picked up Robert and hung out at Taco Bell for awhile. I also talked to Stallion for awhile on the phone today, and I have to ring up all my homies (*flashes gang signs at Kishu, Helen, and Chibi*) once more tomorrow and talk for awhile, or else I might cry. I'll probably cry anyway -.o;. I also get to see my brother tomorrow, and will get to chat over some eatin' with him. I thought I wasn't going to get to see him again before I left, but apparently he's getting a few days of break from the national tour he's taking with his friend's band (Happy Endings). For that, I couldn't be happier. I'm going to miss not being able to talk to everyone on a regular basis. It's kind of funny that it takes such a complex web of people to help me keep my sanity ^^;. I'll have that ripped away from me for awhile, so hopefully I'll be able to make it.

It still hasn't quite sunk in that I'm actually going to get to go to Japan. I just feel a bit more heartbroken each time I say goodbye to another person. But I'll be back in four months, and latch onto everyone like never before I'm sure. I desperately need my world turned on it's head for awhile, and this is certainly doing that ^^;. I'll have Noa with me, and I'll still be in contact with all my friends through e-mail, so it's not like I'll be alone. I'm the mastah at ignoring homesickness, so let's see what happens when I'm on the other side of the world for 1/3rd of a year ^^;. Everyone cheer me on, because this shall be my most interesting journey yet. I'll gladly deal with the heartache, if I can get out of this terrible rut I've been in.

So yes, that was my blab at 4am, just ignore it. I don't even know if it makes sense, I'm just a ball of strange'ness lately. I'll deal. For someone who's a crazy anti-social girl, I've sure got a lot of people supporting me ^^;. Ever since I've graduated from being able to count my friends on one hand to two, I've felt like the luckiest girl in the world ^^;;;.

[/end 4am drivel]

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pikazoom
Mar. 25th, 2006 03:59 am (UTC)
Have fun on your trip! :D I hope you watch lots of anime and ponder over the bizarre-ness of Japanese commercials! XD
(Anonymous)
Mar. 25th, 2006 06:49 am (UTC)
Oh M, my little M! If you need anything, just email me. You know how crazy often I check it so reply will be quick. I'm sure you'll have lots of fun...

M money money, pimp money money!
snowym
Mar. 25th, 2006 01:21 pm (UTC)
I shall definitely take you up on that Stallion ^_^. I'll probably need you to come fly over and save me from the Japanese Yakuza, or something scary like that. You don't want me to get my pinkies chopped off, do you o.o? I shall indeed have lots of fun though, even if I do get my pinkies chopped off ^^;.

Ride off into the wind, Stallion! *neigh*
chibimono
Mar. 25th, 2006 02:47 pm (UTC)
MUCH LOVE TO YOU M-SWAN~! I shall miss you so much and I'll await every message just to hear of your great time in Japan! Gawk at all the bishounen and raid the manga shops! You must! As captain of teh Yarnimono's, I command it.

If you find a One Piece store, hug a Luffy, Zoro, Sanji, and Usopp plushie each for me. Then hug a Luffy and a Zoro plushie together. And randomly say "Mellorine~!"

And don't forget to see if you can find a Seigaku umbrella! You have to have an umbrella while you are in Japan.

Take lots of pictures! People like to cosplay and dress up and walk around in public on Sundays, so try to take pictures of cosplayers and stuff if you can. X3

If you see Sota, Naoya, Tuti, or MoriEiji, you must molest them without a second thought. @_@

If you have a TV, you must try to watch some anime! One Piece comes on Sundays though I dunno what time, Bleach comes on Tuesdays at 7:30pm, and Naruto comes on Wednesdays at 7:30pm! I think they come on the TV Tokyo station or something. I'm not too sure.

Since you don't like raw sushi, eat some shumai for me while you are there. I've aways wanted to eat real, fresh shumai after hearing a story told by Onizuka in Great Teacher Onizuka. It's great. XD
So... eat some shumai. XD

And you won't have to worry about us. And when I say us, I mean me, Helen-chwan and Kishi-chwan. We'll miss you every day and wait for you to get back. I'll keep us all together and make sure Kishi-chwan gets her phone calls. ^_^ I'll make sure everyone keeps writing, so check your flist for some fanfic lovins when you can! And don't forget to post in your LJ of your adventures, if possible. You know we can't live with at least a little Magnificence in our lives.

We've met over InuKai, but we've built a friendship that's gone beyond Tenipuri. As long as we keep in touch somehow, 4 months will fly by and not do a bit of damage at all.

*SNUGGLES AND LOVE FOREVAH!*
snowym
Mar. 25th, 2006 04:17 pm (UTC)
Omg Chibi, you've just made me really, really happy @_@! All I've been hearing lately is how "I'll have an experience!" (what the hell does that mean?) from random hordes of people, or how I'm going to fail and get arrested and have terrible things happen to me, from my mom -.o;. I've been ready to snap for about a month now, but you just soothed my worries like none other, and cheered me up too ^^;.

I will hug all forms of plushies, be assured of that XD. There will be too many cute things, I'm sure, and I shall possibly squee throughout the duration of the trip, and everyone in the vicinity will wonder what the hell that constant high pitched noise is ^_^. I'll have to carefully guard my wallet from all pickpocketers, and also from myself, because if I see anything of the Tenipuri or the Kyou Kara Maou persuasion, I might just hand over my stack of yen, and help myself ^^;;;. But no! That would be bad, so I'll work on gaining some will power.

I will indeed take zillions of pictures, but I just hope my digital camera will hook up to one of the computers in the college's lab >.>;. If not, I'll have to wait to share pictures until I get back ^^;. Hmm... we'll just hope that I'll be able to share them. I'm sure some computer somewhere on campus has a USB plug-in slot ^^;.

Was there ever a doubt I'm molest them o.o? I hope not, have faith in me senpai XD.

Even if I don't have a TV, I'm sure I'll be able to watch some anime somewhere ^^. On campus or something. SOMEWHERE! THEY CAN'T HIDE IT FROM MEEEE~E! *looks under rocks and between the couch cushions for anime*

Wow, I'm been convinced to eat shumai o.O;. That was very persuasive ^___^.

Yes, yes! Do your best to keep everyone together. Our family must not be broken ^^! Kishu and Helen haven't been waylaying my fears about them losing touch, so I'll count on you ^^;. *sniffs and buries face into your shoulder* I just want everyone to be happy, and don't want anyone to be too unhappy by my absence from the country >.>;. I don't know how I was lucky enough to happen upon you girls, but goddammit, I would love for us all to still talk and stick together for a long time to come, even if I'm not able to personally pester each of you nearly every night ^^;;;. I hope to keep on reading such fanfic lovins when I'm able ^_^. I shall definitely post in my LJ randomly about all the new things that are happening too o.O;. I'll be keeping a personal handwritten journal too, so I'll probably call you all up when I get back and read you the amusing parts XD. *shall force some Magnificence upon you all* Just... just... Have lots of fun while I'm gone ^_^! I look forward to hearing about all of your guys' adventures too ^___^.

*blows nose on your shirt* Chibiiiii~i, you're too nice to me, cheering me up like this ^_^! *sniff* I'm such a sentimental idiot, and this makes me happy ^^;. Yay for friendships that are able to go beyond Tenipuri XD. I'm sure that doesn't happen very often o.O;.

*SNUGGLES AND LOVES FOREVAHS WITH AN EVEN GREATER AMOUNT OF SNUGGLENESS!*
disutansu
Mar. 25th, 2006 09:16 pm (UTC)
M-SAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! *CLINGS ONTO YOU* TAKE ME WITH YOUUUUUUUUU!!! (EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU CAN'T REALLY) EVEN THOUGH I'LL NOT HAVE YOU TO TALK TO ON AIM, I'LL BE SURE TO SEND YOU LOTS OF EMAIL LIKE EVERYDAY IF I CAN. 'CAUSE I'LL MISS YOU THAT MUCH AND I'M SORRY FOR SPAMMING YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE!

YOU MUST HAVE FUN OR ELSE I'LL ER... DO SOMETHING DRASTIC!!! MUCH LOVE FROM ME AND SEE YOU IN 4 MONTHS!! *falls over*
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