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Sep. 19th, 2004

Last week was an awful week. I don't think there was a day when I wasn't on the verge of tears -.-. I just felt horribly, horribly depressed and sad the whole time. Maybe the work was getting to me, I had tons of it.

Friday was the best day though, my friends made me feel loved ^^. We went to eat at the Grand Fortuna restaraunt (which Stallion treated me to as my birthday present), and we were waited on by this incredibly good looking asian guy ^^. Me and Noa never drank that much water in our entire lives I think o.O;. But he kept on coming over to refill our glasses, so it was worth it ^^;. Then we went shopping, and I spent more money than I should've, but its been awhile since I've spent a ton (when I bought the FAKE manga set o.O;), so I don't feel too bad.

Saturday should've been an ok day, but it wasn't. My parents came to visit me, and we spent the day together. When we were back in the dorm though, I was showing my mom a few of my art assignments. She went off on me about how I'm going to get kicked out of school for the projects I do. I'm surprised that she's still willing to help me pay for college if she hates everything I do so much -.-. I think she really does think I worship Satan. She accuses me of it enough. It makes me feel horrible when she doesn't like anything I make. It may sound corny, but I feel like my art is an extension of me, so it really hurts when she says things like that o.O;. Enough venting.

Maybe this week won't suck. Tomorrow is my birthday after all. Maybe I'll only shed one or two tears. Wah, depression is a bad, bad thing -.-. I want to be happy, but its been difficult lately. I'll watch some Red vs Blue tomorrow, that always makes me happy ^^.

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snowym
Sep. 21st, 2004 07:38 pm (UTC)
My birthday was actually ok ^^. I'm feeling a lot better. Last week, I think the devil (who I'm not in league with) was out to get me.

Marie, Marie, Marie, I will always read your stories (and help you take over the world, btw: how is everything in Anozira?), so don't get too sad. The project I did was, in actuality, was quite gothic. I did a photo shoot of my friends (one in all white, and the other in all black). Noa (in white) was good, and Stallion (in black) was evil, and of course I had to have Stallion try to attack Noa ^^ (poor Noa, she lost the fight o.O;). Maybe it was a little strange (and a bit bloody -.-), but I got the idea, and had to actually do it to get it out of my system. I turned it in, and have not been kicked out of school. The teacher really liked it ^^.

Thank you for the hugs. I extend lots of e-hugs in your direction ^^. Your icon is wonderful by the way, very cute ^^. INSANELY!
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snowym
Sep. 22nd, 2004 05:48 am (UTC)
Galactic X is fantabulous. At Have Sex With Your Cousins, everyone is having sex with their cousins, so I don't drop by to see how they're doing very much o.O;. My friend Noa wants Tennessee to be named Melody of Oblivion (since they created country music), and be put in charge of it. I told her it was fine with me. I'm sure she can punish them all for the woes that they have caused people with their awful music -.-;. Our plan of world domination is working, its a wonderful thing ^^.
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