There is an end in sight to this whole experience... and I really think I'm ready to go on with what's next after this.
I feel like someone severed the chain to that 10-ton weight I've been dragging around all semester, and I feel so light that my feet are barely touching the ground. Next December, I'll be graduating. *is completely in shock*
Of course, there's still another year's worth of class-stress and such awaiting for me, NOT TO MENTION this semester, which is currently sucking the life out of me... but nothing can beat this feeling of light-hearted happiness I haven't felt in so long ^___^.
I have 4 more classes I have to take (or rather, 3 classes and an internship)... 2 of them I'm taking this semester, and 1 + the internship I'm taking the next Fall 09 semester... but I need 12 hours per semester to keep my academic scholarship + life/car insurance stuff... so I get to pick 6 credits of classes I want to take next semester... just because I want to take them o.O;;;??? I've never done that before! Such a strange concept XD;. I'll probably use this opportunity to take an independent Japanese class, and crack down on learning my kanji or something ^_^.
Anyway, yes, I won't be happy like this in a few days, once the weight of the semester catches back up with me, but for now I have starry eyes toward the future *-* <3. But why does standing at the end of the college experience feel like teetering at the edge of a dark, scary cliff? I feel unsure right now, but glad anyway ^_^. *IS A HUmAN w/ COMPLX EMOTIUNZ, OmG, MAke iT STOPORGoORSomETHInG*