There is an end in sight to this whole experience... and I really think I'm ready to go on with what's next after this.
I feel like someone severed the chain to that 10-ton weight I've been dragging around all semester, and I feel so light that my feet are barely touching the ground. Next December, I'll be graduating. *is completely in shock*
Of course, there's still another year's worth of class-stress and such awaiting for me, NOT TO MENTION this semester, which is currently sucking the life out of me... but nothing can beat this feeling of light-hearted happiness I haven't felt in so long ^___^.
I have 4 more classes I have to take (or rather, 3 classes and an internship)... 2 of them I'm taking this semester, and 1 + the internship I'm taking the next Fall 09 semester... but I need 12 hours per semester to keep my academic scholarship + life/car insurance stuff... so I get to pick 6 credits of classes I want to take next semester... just because I want to take them o.O;;;??? I've never done that before! Such a strange concept XD;. I'll probably use this opportunity to take an independent Japanese class, and crack down on learning my kanji or something ^_^.
Anyway, yes, I won't be happy like this in a few days, once the weight of the semester catches back up with me, but for now I have starry eyes toward the future *-* <3. But why does standing at the end of the college experience feel like teetering at the edge of a dark, scary cliff? I feel unsure right now, but glad anyway ^_^. *IS A HUmAN w/ COMPLX EMOTIUNZ, OmG, MAke iT STOPORGoORSomETHInG*
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WRITE IN YOUR PLANNER, A YEAR FROM NOW, TO BRING A 2-LITER OF SODA TO MY PARTY, THOUGH. I'LL SUPPLY THE PRINGLES <3.
You would eat them too, right?
AND DELICIOUS.
I wonder what exactly it would taste like... Rainbows? I imagine any member of Arashi might taste like rainbows XD.
Photoshop can make dreams come true XD.
I'll totally be your #1 cheerleader XD. I totally AM your #1 cheerleader, and don't forget it! *needs to buy some pompoms or something*
I'll be waiting by the phone then, if you still want to call ^o^. *will put on her coat and wander outside in a few minutes, cell-phone in pocket*
And I am too! As well as... *pushes forward cheerleader!Wentz and cheerleader!Teppei* And *cheerleader!Golf and cheerleader!Mike* X333333
*loves* I hope you have a NICE WONDERFUL weekend.
*dances with all the boy cheerleaders happily* Which cheerleaders do you prefer? All of the Inui and Kaidoh Tenimyu boys are ready to jump out to your rescue <3.
*nosebleeds at the thought and dies*
I'll bet you'll flourish in the university atmosphere-- don't worry much, ne ^o^?