I managed to get so worked up over things (things being, well, everything) this afternoon, that I sobbed for awhile...
...but tonight I took all my frustrations out on the bike machine in the student center. While my legs feel quite wobbly at the moment, I'm feeling a lot better. Throughout my life, I have averaged about one mental breakdown every year or two, but lately I've apparently upped it to one per semester ^^;;;. *bangs malfunctioning head against wall* Oh well, this is the last semester to go, so maybe I can find it within me to cut back once this is over <3.
...but tonight I took all my frustrations out on the bike machine in the student center. While my legs feel quite wobbly at the moment, I'm feeling a lot better. Throughout my life, I have averaged about one mental breakdown every year or two, but lately I've apparently upped it to one per semester ^^;;;. *bangs malfunctioning head against wall* Oh well, this is the last semester to go, so maybe I can find it within me to cut back once this is over <3.
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*hugs you tightly* I hope that this semester will go better for you. *LOVES ON* EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY!!!
Ahh, I remember that day. I'm pretty good at crumbling under potential pressure lately ^^;;;. I'm holding up well now, though ^__^. It's the... 3rd week of semester, so I have to wait 4 or 5 more weeks before I can have another breakdown <3.
I'm fairly certain this semester will be better, since I'm liking the internship experience (tutoring has been fun so far ^^), and I'm getting to flex my creative writing fingers again. I just got bogged down under an oppressive amount of reading and assignments last semester, and reading isn't my favorite thing to do in such mass quantities ^^;;;. *WILL KICK THE SEMESTER TaW, IF NEED BE!*
I hope that it would be more fun for you. Reading lots is kinda ehhhhhhh, so I'm glad you got out of that. YOU CAN DO IT!
And omg was "taw" the "through the wall" or something? *vaguely remembers!* XD
YES, taw is "through a wall." You used to TAW things when we talked on AIM all the time XD. Here's an example of a conversation where you might have said TAW:
chainreactionmix: Man, I really hate NASCAR.
disutansu: Really?
chainreactionmix: Yeah.
disutansu: *kicks NASCAR TAW!*
AND EH WHAT'S THIS ABOUT NASCAR? XDDDDDDD Digging through old convos are fun.
And we've never talked about Nascar, but it was a hypothetical conversation... we've had that same Nascar conversation, except with something different subbed in for Nascar every time XD.