Author: M snowym
Warnings: fluff (Helen infected me, nooo o.o!), and... needy!Kaidoh? ^^;
Word Count: 172
#16 - Appropriate; Are you sure? for 30_cracks
Note: disutansu required that I write something today, so here's a weird drabble thing >.>;. The day's still young, so maybe I'll finish up something else too, because this is kinda sad ^^;;;.
Inui-senpai is the only one that touches me.
He presses his hands firmly against my back, helping me to stretch before a match. He pulls me aside and strokes my hair to calm me down when I get worked up. He rubs my shoulders after an especially stressful training session. He pulls me closer than would normally be deemed appropriate after an especially trying day. He’s just there for me.
At first when he would address me, I would shrink away from the warm palm clapped over my shoulder. Soon, the touch became ordinary. Now it’s become necessary. Without his reassurance, that heat, life has gotten just that much harder.
So now instead of shrinking back, I press toward. I finally want his touch. I’ll make it clear to him, so that he can’t misunderstand. He’s always been able to somehow know what I’m saying, even when I can’t say it, so hopefully he’ll understand this.
Inui-senpai is the only one that I let touch me.
Touch me more, senpai.