I'm tired of going to sleep. It takes absolutely forever for me to go to sleep, and when I wake up, it's like I got the wind knocked out of me. Don't I breathe at night -.o? No matter how long I'm able to sleep, I still stumble around in a complete daze for at least a couple of hours. I would love to avoid the whole process in general, but I've seen what happens to me when I do that, and that's not an option -.-;. This all has been happening for years, but I'm really getting sick of it at this moment ^^;;;.
I'm tired in general. Of my job, of everything that's been happening lately, of my life at this moment. The trip to Japan can not come fast enough, I need to have my life turned on it's head. I have no idea if I'll be happy or anything when I get there for 4 months, but just a different string of emotions for awhile would be nice. I'm ready, I'm not as scared anymore, I just need something new, before I go crazy from the repetition and mundaneness of it all.
There is not much I can do about any of these complaints at the moment, but I just felt like ragging on myself in LJ form for a bit ^^;. Surprisingly, it helped a bit to get some words out. On a lighter note, YAY! My hair looks good today ^_^. Did I also mention that it would be a stupid note? *hops off to church*