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I'm tired of old men. I don't want anything to do with any old man that eats food, because most of the ones I see at my job are A) hitting on me, or B) growling and being very angry at me. Not that everyone else is nice to be, but it just seems that old mean are able to be meaner than everyone else for the most part. Although, once in awhile they are outdone by old ladies and indignant middle aged women.

I'm tired of going to sleep. It takes absolutely forever for me to go to sleep, and when I wake up, it's like I got the wind knocked out of me. Don't I breathe at night -.o? No matter how long I'm able to sleep, I still stumble around in a complete daze for at least a couple of hours. I would love to avoid the whole process in general, but I've seen what happens to me when I do that, and that's not an option -.-;. This all has been happening for years, but I'm really getting sick of it at this moment ^^;;;.

I'm tired in general. Of my job, of everything that's been happening lately, of my life at this moment. The trip to Japan can not come fast enough, I need to have my life turned on it's head. I have no idea if I'll be happy or anything when I get there for 4 months, but just a different string of emotions for awhile would be nice. I'm ready, I'm not as scared anymore, I just need something new, before I go crazy from the repetition and mundaneness of it all.

There is not much I can do about any of these complaints at the moment, but I just felt like ragging on myself in LJ form for a bit ^^;. Surprisingly, it helped a bit to get some words out. On a lighter note, YAY! My hair looks good today ^_^. Did I also mention that it would be a stupid note? *hops off to church*


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Mar. 5th, 2006 05:56 pm (UTC)
*snuggles and loves on M so damn much 'cause she deserves it zomg*

I feel for you M! *squishes you* Everything will be okay!!!
Mar. 6th, 2006 02:30 pm (UTC)
Yay, my mantra ^_^! I've been forgetting to say it lately, I should start doing that again ^^;.

Everything will be okay. Everything will be okay. Everything will be okay.

*takes a deep breath and feels a bit better now*
Mar. 10th, 2006 05:40 pm (UTC)
Ganbatte, M-swan~! Japan is coming!
Ur... rather, you are coming to Japan. ^_^;;

While you are there, take at least one picture (actually, have someone take it for you) of you hugging a bishounen you randomly found walking around. That way, when you come home and show people your pictures of Japan, you can be like, "Yeah, I don't know who he is, but I thought he was hawt so I hugged him." I mean, it's a must, because you can't do stuff like that to hot guys in America without people freaking out on you, you know?

Watashi wa Akuno Chibimono desu! Yoroshiku onigaishmasu! *bows* Watashi wa Nihongo ga sukoshi wakarimasu! YATTA!
Mar. 13th, 2006 02:29 pm (UTC)
It is indeed, and I shall feel better because of it soon, hopefully ^^.
Japan would so come to me if it could. In fact, I think it is, it's just going very slowly because, you know, it's a continent. *snuggles Japan*

I will do my best to fulfill this mission, it sounds fun ^_^. *shall try to gain a spine in order to glomple at least one pretty bishounen*

Yay for knowing bits of japanese! You should try and learn some more before you go on your own trip t o Japan, then you won't be as insanely confused as me when I go ^.^V.
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