After I was done at work tonight, my parents and me went up to Springfield to see my brother. I won't see him again for 5 months. I think my heart broke when we all departed, I kinda curled up in the backseat of my parents' car and cried most of the way home.

I'm all cried out for now though, and there's always e-mail. It's just hard for me to conceive not seeing him for so long. I'll probably miss him the most out of all my family while I'm gone. I feel better tomorrow, but as for tonight, I need some self-depreciation time.

Man, I'm such a wimpy little girl.