M (snowym) wrote,

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Last week was an awful week. I don't think there was a day when I wasn't on the verge of tears -.-. I just felt horribly, horribly depressed and sad the whole time. Maybe the work was getting to me, I had tons of it.

Friday was the best day though, my friends made me feel loved ^^. We went to eat at the Grand Fortuna restaraunt (which Stallion treated me to as my birthday present), and we were waited on by this incredibly good looking asian guy ^^. Me and Noa never drank that much water in our entire lives I think o.O;. But he kept on coming over to refill our glasses, so it was worth it ^^;. Then we went shopping, and I spent more money than I should've, but its been awhile since I've spent a ton (when I bought the FAKE manga set o.O;), so I don't feel too bad.

Saturday should've been an ok day, but it wasn't. My parents came to visit me, and we spent the day together. When we were back in the dorm though, I was showing my mom a few of my art assignments. She went off on me about how I'm going to get kicked out of school for the projects I do. I'm surprised that she's still willing to help me pay for college if she hates everything I do so much -.-. I think she really does think I worship Satan. She accuses me of it enough. It makes me feel horrible when she doesn't like anything I make. It may sound corny, but I feel like my art is an extension of me, so it really hurts when she says things like that o.O;. Enough venting.

Maybe this week won't suck. Tomorrow is my birthday after all. Maybe I'll only shed one or two tears. Wah, depression is a bad, bad thing -.-. I want to be happy, but its been difficult lately. I'll watch some Red vs Blue tomorrow, that always makes me happy ^^.
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